i accidentally killed my dog

Request. i kicked the $#%^ out of him a couple times and i beat him in his head as well. Not long after she appeared to regain respiratory function, retrospectively I do not believe the respirations were adequate given her outcome but at the time I saw the chest rise and was hopeful. I was busy doing house work today and I briefly remembered her in the laundry room with me, but she always is so I didnt think any more of it. My first pet and to lose him at 2 years old, im heart broken and guilty because Im at fault. By then he was in bad shape. He was on my lap on the backseat and could barely move. I didnt want to go in and tell her. You should also think about suing in small claims court. She was refusing food yesterday and it was hard giving her medication properly. She just wanted tummy rubs and she was happy, I wish I could trade places with her. I dont know how to cope with the immense guilt I have. I found this quite concerning as her glucose level and hypertension were the 2 most pressing issues that we were aware of. Maybe that will sink in enough for you to realize the urgency with which you need serious help. Our other cat (the one whose died) is more of an outdoor cat and very self reliant with a strong hunter instinct. Another dog will receive the same kind of love that it so desperately needs now. He looked particularly smart as earl My children and I had just . Grieving the loss of a pet is often as painful as mourning a close friend or relative. But this might be a good read for you.. http://www.aplacetolovedogs.com/2010/06/why-do-dogs-leave-earth-first-a-child-answers/1486596831/. After a few days, my wife suggested we take a walk around the neighborhood and call for him, an old tactic we would try that would usually result in him showing up in the next couple of days. I saw his last minute when he peed and pooped himself. 1965 / 1967 The Girl Who Leapt Through Time: Yasutaka Tsutsui: A high-school girl accidentally acquires the ability to travel through time, which leads to her reliving multiple time loops. The most important thing to remember is that you did NOT purposely cause your pets death. My friend said take Honey home for the night. Your story made me cry, I'm really sorry. My husband feels more guilty and blames himself. I lied to my family and made them pay more than 1000$ in treatment for him till this day , and it seems itll be more if we want him to walk properly again. He must be hating me for not helping him. He was a member of the family; we'd had him since he was a puppy and he never spent a moment without us - from the moment he woke up till we slept, he was by our side. I cant shake the guilt as I have a reversing camera but at the time I was focussed on the wing mirrors as I was coming out of the garage. My wife accidently killed my dog. Thank you for sharing everyone. My poor darling Pixie she was in so much pain and it felt like she was crying out no no when I picked her up to put in the basket to go to vet. The minute it stopped entertaining you you didnt care if it died. I was tired from work and lazy, and my wife has depression and was going through an especially rough episode, so we both just sat around thinking or saying we should walk and call for him, put flyers up, etc, but doing nothing about it. Now I often ponder his final moments. Animals cant always communicate their physical health;pet ownerscant see inside their bodies and brains. Forum Off Topic Accidentally killed my dog!! Logging off now. You, like me, are a child of nature. Healing after your pets death involves accepting that you wish you wouldve done things differently and talking this through with your family, friends, or loved ones. If you saw a dog killing on purpose, you may lose all your finances.If you dreamt about killing your own dog, this dream means you will have a long-lasting conflict with one of your relatives or friends.It is better to find consensus. I have 3 cats and one of the other cats was sick during last week and I gave him specilly whatever he likes to encouraged him to eat. Im spending more times with my other two cats while comforting them. She failed to alert me to any seriousness of condition. When I moved her onto my chest she started having violent spasms and flung herself off of me. My mum and sister were on the phone and they told me to let her go. I accidentally killed my dog. It seemed far fetch but a skunk was living under my home at the time. Slug Bait. The shame and guilt are overwhelming. Sorry. So given that I believed the arrest was the result of these fluids and the stress surrounding the day, I continued aggressive cpr. Time to time i check her to know of how shes doing. So many regrets, and so many opportunities to change the outcome. Please get help and don't get a dog at least not for now. We ( me, my mum, dad, and brother ) had a beloved springer spaniel named Cooper. she then flew to another tree higher and then another even higher. My wife got kitten formula and hand feed it a few times a day for about two weeks. Then I decided to take him to my vet to put him to sleep instead. But hed been losing weight in the autumn and I should have noticed, not put it down to his stress issues in the past. Because I think you have well proven to yourself that you are not responsible enough for that, and personally I dont think you deserve a pets love but that my opinion, but maybe you can volunteer at a shelter or something to help animals in need. Maybe it would help to talk to your parents about it, ask them how they feel about the incident? original sound - Manar. She said I would have to administer insulin and hypertension meds daily. If only I had checked to make sure. I feel like an idiot for not doing it. We've had two rabbits, two guinea pigs, a bearded dragon, two dogs, plenty of fish, snails, two geckos, and four tortoises. The vet said that it couldve been a congenital heart defect, or E-Cuniculi, and that they ran all their tests before the operation and Lolly was fine, if stressed. We do have two dogs and another cat. I believe in my heart that Felix would still be here had I reacted faster. I brought my daughter Guineapig. I will miss her for a long long time and this will be hard for me to live with. It was a horrific sight. He slowly, slowly went into the house and into our backyard. He loved being outside, and would bring home anything from full grown rabbits to little bitty chipmunks. She had her usual awareness, a few meows in protest of the day. With her age and the recovery it would have taken to get her back to a semi normal state, we decided it wasnt fair to put her through that and chose to end her life and suffering. Shes always crazing to come indoors after short spells outside. He was a member of the family; we'd had him . The vet says its not my fault and she has underlying issues. My baby is dead because of me. I thought when she was 10 to take her for an check up for general health but didnt. When I did so, I closed the car door. Go through the pain because the only way to get through this is to experience those terrible feelings. I grew more concerned and wondered now if I did more harm than good. I thought that because I didnt know, and I didnt know because I didnt ask. I left to Zumba class to get distracted and get support didnt make it back home until the next day she was weak so immeditly I gave her Pedialyte she seem weak gave her amoxicillin then I decided to give her some wet food she didnt want to eat but I figured she need it food for her immuy system to fight her infection i forced fed her 2 syringes of wet dog food right away she went weak i rushed to the vet was there in 8 min right away the vet started working on her 15 min later she died the Vet told me that it was most likely she died because of me force feeding her that it went to her lungs. Nothing. Im seriously not going to buy the game if the dog dies. I was alarmed and told my boyfriend something is wrong. Ive cried more this week than in the rest of my adult life put together. Please take a moment to read it its the comments on this article that inspired me to write it. If your actions led to your pets death, you have to keep reminding yourself that you did not deliberately harm your dog or cat. I hope i can turn back the time i should have bring her to the vet earlier i cant stop asking myself what if i bring her to the vet earlier? She said not with Covid. ). Thankfully, Hannah (Florios sister) is both a lovebug and an attention hog. She heart a 1/6 heart murmur but said thats not unusual for her with the hyperthyroidism. Guys I slipped I swear!IMPORTANT LINKS:Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/loganboisvertVOD Channel: https://bit.ly/3rVIAIdClip Channel: https://bit.ly/3CAVksQDi. Whether it's long-standing baggage, happy thoughts, or recent trauma, posting it here may provide some relief. I can't imagine what it must feel like to you now, even after 5 years. I checked her pulse and there was nothing. 10 mins or so later they got him free but all i saw was his dead eyes and bloody mouth and claws (he was ripping his nails off trying to free himself). Ive loved her so much since she was a baby. It died in a few seconds but she cried for days, it was horrible. Some time later I found out If only I could have went downstairs I could have gotten hold of him. Trying to keep her safe, actually put her in harms way and I have to live with this along with the pain and grief I caused myself and my family. Although the law varies depending on state and county, if someone has injured or killed your pet, you are entitled to compensation. I feel like I killed my dog and I miss her so much she was so unique so free spirited and she adored me she loved sleeping with me but she was dirty so for the last week I didnt let her in my bed I feel like a horrible person how I was with her I feel like I didnt take good care of her and she did its my fault for hanging out with friends instead of taking care of her. i ###$ him up pretty bad. As long as the recommended dosage is used, Benadryl can be used safely on dogs. I'm so sorry that happened to you guys. "Some dog breeds like Pomeranians will turn their nose up at bleach after tasting it," Hovda says. When im getting up in the morning my first thought is loss of my Single Dot. But then she moved very slightly so we decided to take her to the emergency room. We made a 7 hour round trip drive to pick him up. I imagine him alone, cold, starving, and freezing to death. We immediately stopped and there he was - it was like nothing happened. It was the 2 bars attached to it. I tried pushing my cats head out but didnt want to hurt him. Even if I had made it clearer when I wanted them going in, as like I said I know Bella loves the out doors and I shouldnt have underestimated her desire to get out. There was nothing alarming although I noticed she was getting a little stiff in her legs and figured it was arthritis. It might be that they also still carry guilt and shame around, but haven't talked about it to anyone either. I feel so sick with grief and that its my fault my cat died. Looking back on it I remembered my washing machine was louder than normal, but I didnt think anything of it. If you feel remise and know it's wrong you can be better. Theres a rabbit warren there so big you can see it on Google Earth. ! It happened in a split second. After the recording I removed . I was begging her not to leave me, mind you, and when I saw she was lucid I sung her favorite song to her. Its just so sad and I hate to think how long she was in there stuck and struggling and suffering. I carried him to the home and tried to feed but he refused. We were surrounded in blood, tears, urine, feces, and saliva. Dogs usually experience mild side effects from fish oil. No offense man but you really need some fucking help. ( 3) Depending on the pet's weight, Benadryl can be lethal at doses between 24 mg and 30 mg per kilogram. I can't believe it hours later. Press J to jump to the feed. Although Bella's new, the other dogs have taken a liking to her, especially the Golden Shepard everybody else calls Kion. She stopped eating and her energy totally changed. And while my friend suffers a lonely and agonizing death due to my negligence, Im relaxing inside, too lazy to care. I knew there was always a risk but I was told it was 0.7% in healthy bunnies. We moved away from the city over a yr ago but due to the pandemic my daughter and I havent made and connections. We miss you, always. She explained my Buttercup had new onset diabetes with a sugar of 330 and hypertension. She had a adorable little perma-smile, as most axolotls do and beautiful red frills. He was curled up on his side, front arms folded under his body, eyes closed. he was only trying to use the bathroom, when a little girl that her parents let her outside alone ran up on my 4 year old brother while his dog was trying to get off the porch to use the bathroom and the little girl scared him and he jumped and accidentally scratched her and barked and . The manager 86 him. Answer. I got the water hose and cleaned it up and found some in his house. So we got the pig in july I got a cage and food and waterI taught my kid how to handle it so I didnt have to be bothered. Did he come home that night, but no one was up to hear him at the door? I dont know what to do. When I got out of the car, Bella ran up to me. She was so healthy and full of life, and theyd given her a thorough check-over two weeks before. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. She was the sweetest dog. I didnt try enough to save him. I did not know what to do with her in this condition. The scene haunts me. I cant just reassure him one last time and its so painful. Not recognizing that your Yorkie, cockapoo, or Siamese cat was ill doesnt mean that you werent paying attention or taking good care of him or her! It was wednesday when she started to be innactive but not that lethargic, she knida lost her appetite and only eat and drink a little, i gave her fruits instead of pellets for her to swallow the food easily. He passed at 2 and a half because of me. Good luck. If you believe in the kind of thing, I am sending my dog with messages of love to pets who have passed. I wouldn't move him and stayed in the car with him. I loved him a lot. It turns out he had a tumor for about three years that was never discovered during checkups. I really hate myself. He was a cockatiel that had been with me for over 21 years. Kion's a special case; although he also died too early, his owners have moved on, adopted another dog -- a bulldog this time -- that was about to be euthanized. I should have insisted they remain closed and theyd have to be out or in regardless of whether it was against their intentions. If the person lives in the same county as you, then you will sue in your county court.